"Whenever I am in the fields I am overcome by loneliness, so much so that I avoid going out. But I'm sure that will change as time goes on. The only time I feel somewhat alive is when I am painting at my easel."
"The weather is splendid outside, but I have not been able to leave my room for two months. Fear paralyzes me - I need courage, but it often fails me."
"It often seems to me that the night is even more vibrantly colored than the day."
" I didn't want to live in a world where I could only rely on myself, because who would? Seeing the joys I've seen thus far, I think she's right. If you can't count on the person you're suppose to"
ReplyDeleteI have these same thoughts...I don't want it to be this way. Sometimes I think it may be this way. There should be people that you can count on, afterall, I think I am one of those people that can be counted on, why can't everyone else be?
It is amazing to me how lonely the world is. Why does it have to be this way?
I am here Michael, please lean on me, vent to me, chat with me, whenever...I am here.
~xo
'Gogh had issues with women. Like me.
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